Every day we have, is one more than we deserve……

22岁2weeks  一切似乎都预示新开始

书上说  一个愿意相信宿命的人容易患妄想症

我相信我的宿命要开始新阶段了

我一直认为每个人的生命过程都遵循周期理论  而我的周期是以11年为标的的

11岁  我做手术得到第二次生命  11岁  我遇见了阿呆与阿瓜

而现在  11年之后  时辰到了  该归零了

 

什么叫报应啊

---

2周之内  周遭曾经活生生的人们  疯的疯  亡的亡

疯的是因为儿子不听人言去了南方上学  让他妈准备50万要跟刚3月的“老婆”去美国  还有孩儿他爸的婚外恋加家庭暴力

现在好了  以前的事全忘了  刚说的事也不明白了

孩儿他爸还得伺候她半辈子  孩儿他“老婆”也没了  谁愿意没进门就有一疯妈

亡的留下独子  被溺爱成性  连他亲娘的丧白事都不会操办

 

失去的怎么加倍努力也找不回来

---

不顾重装电脑的急切把刚花200块保下数据的移动硬盘借给小胖拷什么DOS游戏  结果。。。

我的所有电影文字音乐照片工具补丁。。。  90G的东西删也删一会儿呢吧？！

我怎么那么好心告诉他easyrecovery能修复  最后弄得只要后缀相同的就堆在一起

过生日那天还有脸在我面前说风凉话

结论：1。永远不要信任移动设备

      2。永远不要给犯错的人蹬鼻子上脸的机会

      3。永远不要把你最珍惜的东西外借  哪怕最可信的人  在他们眼里珍惜=bullshit

于是宅在家里  开始规律的生活  开始“追讨”计划

11点半入睡  7点爬起  每隔一天去一次健身房  一礼拜刮一次头

无数小周期填满生活时人是充实且空洞的

就像楼后小树林里每日抖空竹的老人  每次抖起来的时候身子也会随着空竹转起来  直转得脚下生风  天昏地暗  我管这叫人与空竹毅力的对抗  但对抗的结果注定  人如空竹般空心作响

3周  平均每天看电影5部半&读47000字

看完了Al Pacino、Robert De Niro、Mel Gibson、Woody Allen、Tim Burton、宫崎骏、李安、Tom Hanks、Johnny Depp、Keanu Reeves主演或导演的所有能找到的加上PPS上杂七杂八的无数电影

把Ereader装进小P  读完了加起来110万字的《黑暗精灵三部曲》和《冰风谷三部曲》

整理了文字和照片  居然只花了2个小时

重新开始的日子充满惊奇  或许我等这一天够久了

 

《PS:I LOVE U》

---

又是爱尔兰小成本

我就说300勇士不是Gerard Butler本性  爱尔兰男人的洒脱多情不是数字化能盖得住的

抛开表演不谈  剧本很细腻  也很本真

能把死后的世界安排得如此  orz

奇迹般的在看了《Big Fish》和《Trainspotting》之后看了这部片子  前两者说明了Ewan McGregor的成长  后两者让我看见了截然不同的爱尔兰世界

有生之年去一趟爱尔兰吧  抑或去不了  就学学片子里做法  nice～

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover .
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover .
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover .
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.